Hello interweb people!
As you can tell I took a hiatus from the blog for a bit. It started out innocent with me forgetting while I was out of town, and then turned into me being worried that I made a mistake, to me avoiding it for a bit.
Well I am back. I have decided that I want to keep on with this idea. I also have decided to head it in a different direction so that it can be less of a source of guilt for me and more of a source of peace. I will let you know the changes as soon as I have them panned out in my head, but I wanted to make an entry tonight and show myself that I can do things even if I don't have them fully figured out yet. :)
What I do want to say in this post is this:
1) I have been accepted to a Yoga teacher training program in January. I am so excited!
2) My counselor has recommended that I start taking anti-anxiety medication. I have decided to start by trying an herbal remedy to see if that works before I go to the pharmaceuticals. I started taking it last Saturday and I will keep you updated on that.
3) I did do things while I wasn't blogging, and surprisingly I liked being able to do them with out having to be accountable to someone about them (even if that someone is myself). This is why I am pondering some things for the blog/challenge that may make my process more calm.
4) I don't have to have an "important" reason for this number. Nor do I have to have a certain amount of numbers. This blog is for me and because it is for me, my thoughts don't have to be organized or have a point all the time. I could just have this entry tonight solely to feel myself doing it again.
5) Gratitude is huge. I'm a big fan of gratitude and positive thinking and I want to welcome them back into my life.
I just wanted to rejoin the blogging world and let myself know that I can do this however I want, and let you all know that I'll be here doing my thing again.
-Cami
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